At the start of a new month I like to post about it. For this month I have no words.
Aunt Julie
March 6th 1998
Grandpa
Uncle VinceI find my self waiting again. In an empty apartment for my exam at 2:45. Cant go home until I take it, and I frankly cant study anymore. So like I said I am waiting. Did I mention everyone left already? GRR I am so nervous... not sure why though. I just dont like moving days, and I have had way to many of them. Back and forth, back and forth...
Anyway this morning I went to an Interview with the Alzheimer's Association. I am hopefully going to be working with a program called "Memories in the Making." I would be working with one AD patient and there caregiver to create art work having to do with there memories. Mostly water color's and then at the end they have a little art show. I am excited, and I hope they call me up soon to get started.
By the way Thursday night went well! I am glad you all came. If you dident well there is always next week.
i made an appointment for after break. Wednesday at 9am. its grandpa who finally convinced me, but all of your love helped a lot. thank you, all of you.
I have been pretty bummed lately. The fact of the matter is, its Thursday. That means our first of hopefully many "blogger family dinners." Yea I know I have not gone to bed yet so maybe its not really Thursday but oh well, I just wanted to post before I forgot. I hope so see you all there. :D
9pm eastern on the alz forum! chartroom 2 YOU know you want to come.
the triple threat. they are all really against me. I feel like I am living it all over again. I need to talk to someone, I know it. I just cant make myself do it. :(
Its finals week again. wow. Has it really been a full quarter? yes it has... I thought I have just been down because well its finals week. Fact of the matter is there is something else here.
It was finals week of last quarter when she died. Tomorrow will mean it has been a full quarter since she died. I know it sounds weird for me to care about that but it was probably the worse week of my life, and well this one seems so much like it. I had two exams at the start of the week, just like I do this week. Then the one dreaded Friday final. She died on Wednesday though. That left all of Thursday for me to feel the most awful I have ever felt in my life. I wanted to be home so badly. I was so mad at myself for not being there. I still am, a quarter later. I dont know when I will come to peace. It sure is not now though.
That week was awful, and well this one seems to much like it.
OK I changed the time to 9pm eastern, because I think that works better for anyone on the west coast. Then I decided to "spam" everyones blogs so that I was sure they knew about it. I hope your not offended I just kinda copy and pasted the same note to everyone. hehe. I think this could be really fun if a bunch of people show up. We don't have to talk long. Just post here if you think you can come, or if you want a different date/time. THANKS GUYS! <33
OH and anyone from our blogging community is welcome, I "spamed" everyone I link to on the right side but I know there are others and they are welcome as well.
AND last note. If your worried about side people comming into the chat, maybe we can work on finding our own place. Or a chatroom someplace else that nobody goes to. Its just once a week right? I am excited.
Who is interested in a late dinner party every week Thrusday night at 9pm Eastern? Meeting in chat room 2. I will bring the internet meatballs if you just bring yourself. I just think it would be nice for our family to start a new tradition. Let me know what you think.
PS Just let me know if this works ok or if a latter time is better.
