Its finals week again. wow. Has it really been a full quarter? yes it has... I thought I have just been down because well its finals week. Fact of the matter is there is something else here.
It was finals week of last quarter when she died. Tomorrow will mean it has been a full quarter since she died. I know it sounds weird for me to care about that but it was probably the worse week of my life, and well this one seems so much like it. I had two exams at the start of the week, just like I do this week. Then the one dreaded Friday final. She died on Wednesday though. That left all of Thursday for me to feel the most awful I have ever felt in my life. I wanted to be home so badly. I was so mad at myself for not being there. I still am, a quarter later. I dont know when I will come to peace. It sure is not now though.
That week was awful, and well this one seems to much like it.
Monday, February 25, 2008
Finals week
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take a deep breath and you will get through it, just like you did a quarter ago. (((hugs))) to you.
Thinking of you, Stef! ((Hugs)) sent to you as you continue on your path.
Think of how much you have gone through in contrast to last quarter. And you have made it through. Hugs to you today sweetie and every day.
Keep on keeping on, Stef. Hang in there.
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