I realized last night something I have lost. It went away with my old computer. It was a 30 plus page file. My poems, my thoughts, and my ideas. Anything of myself that I can not share. When she died I wrote for days. About what she looked like, about her habit of moving her glasses up right before she started listing to me. I wrote about m uncle to. I re-counted everything I could remember about the night he died. It was healing to know that was out there. If only on my computer. So I morn the loss of a lot of my emotion. I feel almost empty with out it.
me and my god son
About Me
- StefanieRose
- "If you really love me, then lets make a vow, right here together, right now. I am going to be free, I am going to be brave, I am going to live each day as if it were my last, fantastically, courageously, with grace."
My Nonna
Two Angela's
That beautiful smile
Her and I
her stuff
her hands
4 comments:
There are some computer experts who can get to a file even though there is a total crash. Have you looked into that? Possibly someone at school?
I wish you luck, Stef. I hate loosing anything I write.
i wish i was a computer geek and maybe i could offer you something. sigh.....
Stef,
I'm so sorry that you lost all of your writing...
I'm sorry, Stef. I know what it's like to lose important writing and files. Hope you find a way to track down the lost file.
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