Friday, February 1, 2008

Exit 2: February

So here I sit on yet another 1st of the month. Its amazing how time goes by. Its been about 4 months since the last time I saw her face smile back at me. Yet still depression seems to grab at my heart and squeeze every ounce of joy I once felt. So now I am looking at February. What is this month going to do for me? I don't know and frankly I am not even sure I know the point in wondering anymore. Whatever happens will happen no matter what I do.

If I could have one wish for February it would be to find love. I don't mean a guy. I just mean find and accept love again and again every day of this month. In my friends, in my family, everyplace I can. I guess the rest will be alright if I can just do that.

4 comments:

rainbowheart said...

I love you little buddy!! And I wanted you to know....Gentle hugs to you

Lori1955 said...

Just open your heart sweetie. Love is all around you.

nancy said...

you know february is the month for love. i agree with lori, open your heart and it will come rushing in. you have opened your heart to all of us and look how much we all love you~!!

~Betsy said...

Ditto the above wise ladies! ((hugs))