May 1st

I almost forgot to make my monthly 1st of the month post. So here I am, and so is May. Oh look I should change my wall calendar to say May. Anyways I am not sure what to post about. Its the last month of my junor year in college... thats scary. I would like to say I am ready to be a senior but I am not. I still feel like a really scared freshman sometimes. Other times I feel really quite old. I have a friend I have been spending a lot of time with who is a Freshman, and well I just can see how different I was as a Freshman. SOOO much has happened in my life in the past three years. I used to live in the dorms, and now I basically live on my own. That in its self makes a big difference in my life. So here I stand looking down the hall at my senior year of college. What will I make of it? What will I do to make it better? How will I make the most out of my last year in college? and well most importantly what the HECK will I do when I get out??

so many questions and to think I was just trying to make my first of the month post. lol