some wanderings

I have had a 48 hours or so. Given that I have not slept much. But my paper is done. A lot of my school work is done. I am starting to get used to the idea that school is almost over. I dont like it anymore but I am getting used to it. Soon I will be home, and I wont have any other option. I will miss her more, if its even possible. I will have a job to distract me though. I hope this is my last summer living at home. I feel to big for my old room. (I dont mean size because its bigger then the one I have here at school) I just mean there are so many memories that I just need to move on. I am almost 21, but I feel 45. I hope when I am 45 I feel 21. Does it work that way? Anyways thats it for now. Oh its was 75 today here. Another sign summer is coming.

I <3 you all