Again...

I am behind in work. I have a paper due friday on a book i havent finished. I read slow and wright slower. I am worried I may have to as for an extention or something because I am just so busy. I havent gotten much sleep eather.

I feel guilty. I feel like my mom is facing so many more problems and I cant even help. I have to work on papers and projects. I hate myself for that. I really do. I cant stand to hear her cry on the phone every day. It just adds to the heartbeak. With Nonna the way she is and my mom going mad how can I get my work done?

It was not suposed to be this way. I am suposed to be there for the both of them.