its days like today

I over slept because I was up till 4am trying to read my book that I cant seem to focus on. So I am getting a late on my photo project. I missed another class as well and when I was in my third class I started to break down. So many tears filled my eyes I could not see my teacher so I ran out and cried in the bathroom for almost 20 mins.

Its today that makes me miss her so much. I am alone in all of this. I have to try and figure out my schedual for next year, but I dont know what to take. I have to try and read this book, but I cant seem to make it work. I have to try and make up for my late grade, but how? I have to do it all alone with out her behind me.

Is it selfish? I want her here for me. I want someone here for me. I am tired of feeling alone.