She used to cry when I left for school. She would say noo dont go, dont you love me? I would allways say YES and dont worry I will be back really soon. Now that things are worce, she dident even notice. I gave her a huge hug today and I was the one who dident want to let go. Its as if she is ready not to see me anymore but I am not. Its just not fair, I had so little time with Nonna. She has been sick since i was 12 and i have been taking care of her since I was 14. I dont mind really, she was there for me when I was a kid so why would I mind?
So now I have to try and focus on work and school because that is what she would have wanted.
Sunday, April 22, 2007
Driving back to school
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2 comments:
stef,
what a beautiful blog you have started. what a beautiful desription of your nonna. she helped raise you into a wonderful, caring person.
i know it's sad when you leave for school and you don't think she cares if you go but remember it is the disease that doesn't care, not your sweet nonna.
blessings to you and continue to write about your nonna.
God bless us all!
thanks nancy, sometimes its nice to be reminded that its not her.
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