I really have not known what to say on this blog lately. I am home for easter, and I brought two of my friends with me. I love them dearly. My family seems to be having some pretty big problems though. I dont want to talk about it much on here. Anyways easter will go on. With out nonna, or my grandpa, or my uncle. for three years in a row now easter has been a time of depression for me. I know its supposed to be about renewing and such, but I cant help but feel the darkness of my loss. I visited the grave again today. Its not even filled in very well. about a foot from where the dirt comes up to the level of my Nonno's grave. It hurt a lot more then I thought to see it like that. I miss you nonna, and you loved easter. I just want you to be home with me again.
Saturday, March 22, 2008
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without a doubt stef, holidays are tough. i guess i just think about all of you and know that i am not alone in my feelings. that seems to help a little. many ((((hugs)))) are being sent to you from me. God bless us all!
Sending hugs to you from this corner of the world as well, Stef! Holidays are tough! My advise, for what it is worth, is to keep those special, happy memories in your mind and do what you know Nonna would want you to do. She IS still with you, watching over you. I believe this.
I want my parents back too, especially at the Holidays and everyday, but it is not to be.
Praying for you, Stef, that you will find comfort in the many happy times that you shared with Nonna, these are your gifts.
((HUGS))
((Hugs)), Stef. I'm not real into the whole Easter thing this year either. I just want you to know I'm thinking of you and praying for you.
Wishing you and your family a Happy Easter...You are in my thoughts...Gentle hugs to you my buddy
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