copd

i have started using a copd chat room. i will add these kind people to my mental list of people to "hope" for. I worry that once again i have joined a group i dont really belong in. I am still young for all of this, and in a way i wish i never had to know anyone who has the problems that most do in this chat room. But then again i know they are kind people. i think i can bring some hope to them.

not going to the nursing home tonight was good, but i find myself missing her. i have gotten used to the nights with her and the other people at the nursing home. i dont like much being home home. it hurts just as bad.