every time she looks at me with her empty face. it hurts me every time she asks who i am. it hurts that she remebers my uncle and my cousins who she doesent see very offten. it hurts because i care for her i see her every day i changed my life for her but she cant remember me. how do i know that she even loves me anymore is she does not know me?
i want to remember when she loved me, but that was a long time ago. i was a kid, everyone loves a kid. she doesent know me now. how do i know she loves me now? its almost like she is allready dead.
Sunday, June 3, 2007
it hurts
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oh stef,
i agree that not remembering you is one of the hardest things to get use too. it hurts me most too when my dad asks me what my name is or who i am.
somehow though, deep down i truly believe he senses the love that i try to show him and knows we have a bond.
hang in there and keep doing your wonderful job!
God bless us all.
thanks nancy, thanks a lot.
this blog is really for me to get stuff out- but i am glad someone noticed. thanks thanks thanks
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