Bye everyone

not dying but it feels like it, lol. I leave for DC tomorrow (Tuesday the 3ed) and I wont be back till Monday night i guess (the 9th) . I am gonna miss talking to you guys.

When ever I say goodbye to her I cry. When I was a kid I used to do the same, but back then she would comfort me and say, "hey i be back soon." now its me leaving her but she doesent even know. So I leave but I wont forget her. Every day I will wonder if she is being taken care of. If she has cried today, if someone told her they love her today. Is she going to be different when I come back? Will she know less?

I dont know but I dont have a choice, I will go with a heavy heart.