Its almost time to say goodbye again. Its almost time to hold my breath again and hope she is there the next time i visit. It hurts when he says things like "just go and forget about us." How can I do that when I know she wont get the same care when I am not there. How can I do that when she cared for me when it wasn't easy. But truth is I cant stay, just like I cant stop loving her. I have to get out of here. I have to be ME. I cant be what they want, and I cant do what they want. So I will go back. Nobody worry. This freak will go back to school where she belongs. Not because she has chosen to. Or because its where she belongs. But because there is no other option. Its just the way it has to be.
Monday, July 30, 2007
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stef,
you sound like you're really hurting. i'm so sorry and wish there was something i could say to make you feel better. please know you have many friends here who care about you. take care of yourself. you have so much going for you!
Hey Stef,
Biomedical photography - very cool. Nonna's proud of you and so I am I.
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