caught between two worlds

its a place of friendship and silliness and spur of the moment actions. its a feeling that your perfect the way you are. Its a place where that nothing can be better then the exact moment that your living in. but i don't live there.

this is a place of caring. a place where you can never do enough. a place where death and disaster is always around the corner. a place where you do things because you love so one more then yourself. its a place where just one friend can make the world of difference. but i don't live there.

i bend and twist and turn my body so as to stretch across both worlds. you dident think they could be connected but my arms are reaching to grab a hold of them both. i desperately contort my body so as to be able to jump from location to location. trying to be happy and trying to do what is right. i am trying to make the best of it but when wiped from place to place my heart get bruised. but its not really a location thing. its my mind and what place my mind is in today. is it with her? or am i free again today? you don't know until you wake up.