Just a simple thought

If someone tells me a joke or talks about meatballs or pasta. It doesent take much to remind me. I miss him more then noramaly these days. Even the crazyness in the Senate reminds me of him. He would love it, he would laugh at it. Maybe you remind me of him to. I like to imagin him and think he would stay the same things you do if he was alive. Its painful to miss him so. My heart breaks to think one day i might not be so easily reminded of him. One day i might close my eyes and he wont be there, his image on my brain will have faded. I would be able to remember him jokes or his food. He will have become nothing.

If i could just get one last hug from him. I don't remember the last hug he gave me. I wish I could.