It does help to have a few good friends around

I was feeling down but I got to spend some time with friends last night. It was nice, i miss seeing them. I tried to avoid some topics thought. I don't want to bring them into my life quite yet. I am not willing to subject them to my complaints and my fears. I will keep them to myself. LOL or to myself and my e-friends! ;) I hope i don't drive them away in my coldness about these topics. But i am just not ready. I will when it is time. j

thanks for being around thought. it means a lot. more then you could know.