Alone

I live in an apartment that is just right for 3 girls. Problem is my two roommates have boyfriends. This means I am the only true resident of this apartment. I am alone an awful lot. Nobody here to talk to except my computer. It makes me miss her even more. I have no family around to distract me. My friends are all two busy to visit. I am alone.

If I decided this morning to just stop going to class, nobody would notice. If I decided to eat everything in the fridge nobody would care. Even if I burned my apartment to the ground I doubt my roommates would notice for a few days.

My big family is far away. They are to busy with there own crazy lives to care much about me right now. I might be missed by them every once and a while I am sure. But fact is they are not my family anymore. Its time I start a new family.

No comments can be made to make me feel better on this one. I know you all care but honestly you are not the same as a real family. Right now it just hurts to much.