The more homework the easer it is to hide. Lucky I have lots. I don't hardly leave my room on the weekends. Although tonight one of my friends is turning 22 so I guess I should go to the party for a bit. I don't think my heart will be with it. I feel like I am in some sort of trance I cant slip out of. I just have to keep working for the imposable grade. I am trying my hardest but its not enough.
My parents are coming up tomorrow. So I guess that ill have to leave the room tomorrow as well. I hope everyone is doing better. I feel like I am regressing. I hope I am alone in that. Thanks for reading even when I have nothing to say.
Saturday, January 26, 2008
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sweetie, I hope you are going to the party. You deserve some fun in your life. Don't waste a minute of your life.
Hun, Nonna wouldn't want you to be missing out on things. She would want you to be living your life and exercising all those life lessons she taught you. You have so much to offer to others. Work through Nonna and share her love and passion for life with people. She would want you to celebrate a friends birthday, to laugh and love and live your life freely and without sorrow.
Tuck that sweet lady's memory and love away in your heart and go to that party and be with your friend. She will miss you if you aren't there with her to help her celebrate her birthday.
I have had a rough couple of days myself. Am I regressing? Nope, just missing my folks and that's ok. 'Cuz I love them and that's what people do when they lose someone they love. I would wonder if I didn't feel anything at all. That would be the most tragic thing in my book.
I hope you can get out of your room more and more as time goes on. Life is still going on around you, waiting for you to join back in. It's hard, Stef, I lost my Grandma when I was your age too. It crushed me and I had just given birth to her first granddaughter. When I brought my baby home from the hospital, she was the first one to hold her. I took her straight to her arms. My daughter's middle name is after hers. I adored her. I know what you are going through....I truly do. So many hugs to you, little one. You are loved.
i too hope you went to the party last night and had fun. i know what you mean about not wanting to go out. i find i don't either for the most part, but sometimes i force myself and usually i have a good time.
take it slow my friend, there is no time line on grieving. we are here for each other. i hope you have a good day with your family. (((hugs))))
I hope that you had a good time at the party. I agree with everyone else. It is okay to greive but please don't let it consume it. Stef, you have so much to offer us and this world...please oh please..take care of yourself...and know that YOU ARE LOVED!!!!!!!
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