i don't feel much like blogging. i wanted to get back into the forum a bit but when i returned i found it broken. i found disaster. so i don't feel much like going on there anymore. it used to be about caring and support. i don't know what it is about anymore. i will just hide i guess. hide in my room away from realty and hide away from virtual life. its not that i don't have an excuse. sure i could say i am doing homework. that not all a lie. i would just rather be alone thats all.
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
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Stef, so sorry to see that you are feeling down. I know it is a sad situation to go to the forum and in your words...find it broken. It does feel like a loss. I have enjoyed reading some of your blog. Your photos are lovely. You are quite a talented young lady. Remember me as "the hammered one"! And I must clarify that I mean bone tired, not alcohol induced type so that others do not misunderstand! (That was something I'll never forget). Blessings to you, and I'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
stef,
i too can relate to wanting to be alone and hiding from reality. i think that's somewhat normal and ok for a time. but then there comes a point when we must force ourselves to get out and rejoin society in some way or another. hopefully then we will take baby steps and do a little more each day. be kind to yourself.
how is nonna?
when you are ready try to think of something that interests you and just take the plunge and go for it. you will surprise yourself! you are stronger than you realize.
I know things seem a mess right now. The nice thing is you know where you can find us and that is right here. We will be here for you, just like on the forum.
I only have the best of wishes and prayers and thoughts for you todayand always sweetie. You have a lot of love in that heart of yours. Many hugs to you, little one.
Oh Stef, don't hide from the world. You are young and the possiblities out there for you are limitless. Someday you will look back on your life and know that what you are going through now has made you stronger and it will be something that will help others.
As for the forum, it is not broken yet. It can still be a place of love and support. People just need to step up and lead it in the right direction. For me it is over but then again so is my journey with this disease.
I feel your pain, Stef. Take some me time and then pull yourself up by the bootstraps and get back at it. It's hard at first but eventually gets easier.
Sending ((hugs)) to you, Stef! My thoughts are with you. I know that you are hurting and I feel for you! Please don't stop posting, it really is good for you to get those feelings out. Any news on Nonna?
Stef,
I know that life can be a pain sometimes...and that things sometimes appear to be broken. But everything on the forum is going to be okay. This is the way that I look at it...the people that I care to stay in touch with I can go to their blogsite or e-mail them. And the rest on the forum really don't matter. And I'm not saying that to be ugly. I am just being honest. Please don't stop posting...don't hide away...you are young but Stef you have so much insight to so many things. I do come here and look for answers. You might not believe me but I do. You and Nonna are in my thoughts today as you both are everyday. Hugs to you my little buddy.
Gale
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