Friday, October 5, 2007

its not enough but its all i have

Its not enough the information I am getting about her. Its random and the sources are not very reliable. I cant help but still think about her though. I look down at my poli-sci essay and all I can think of is what is she doing right now. I look at my photography project and all I can think is how does she feel right now?

God I am trying to do what you want me to. How do I know this is even the right choice? I wish it was easer. I wish I had more faith in you. I wish I had more faith in myself. Just help me get though midterms. Please god.

5 comments:

Lori1955 said...

It's still back to trust sweetie. Trust that nonna is in Gods hands and that you will be given what you need to get through this.

Unknown said...

What Lori said.

StefanieRose said...

I dont have that same trust that you all do. I just dont.

nancy said...

i remember a post twice blessed wrote some time ago that talked about turning your problems over to God, saying "problem" here is God and letting God handle it. i know it's tough but it does work. it's that same word again though, trust.

hang in there stef, i have faith in you!

~Betsy said...

I agree with the others Stef. It's hard to find that blind trust but there are so many times in life where you really do have to 'let go and let God'. It's the only thing I have found to bring peace in times of turmoil.

Stay strong, Stef. {{{{{hugs}}}}}