My mom came up today to visit. She is spending the night as well. She is upstairs in my bed right now sleeping. I am on the sofa hoping it gets more comfortable. Today was stressful. I kept tried so hard to keep it in. I wanted her to have a good time being away for a little while. Now that she is in bed I find it really hard to stop crying. I had a dream last night that when she got here we got a call that Nonna had passed and nobody was there with her. This on top of the constant arguments (underlying mostly) I just need to cry thats all. Its to much feeling. I can only feel so much before I end up like this. A wet mess.
Saturday, October 13, 2007
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You cry all you want sweetie. Remember though that no matter what problems there may be between you and mom, she came to visit you as an act of love.
Tears are cleansing to the soul, Stef. Holding them back only makes matters worse. I was never a crier until I started this AD journey and lost my dad. Now I can cry at Hallmark commercials.
Hang in there. Your mom is extending a loving hug by visiting.
Take care.
(((((hugs ))))))
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