Thursday, October 4, 2007

drugs

I am not there so how do I know for sure? But she is really bad off right now. She is refusing to do almost anything. She wont eat or keep her o2 on. She cant stay calm anymore. Its like she snapped or something. She decided not to deal with anything anymore. My mom says they might have to give her drugs to relax her. The problem is that last time they did that she slept for more then 48 hours. I don't know is there another option? Will she start to sleep now and not wake up again? I don't know I worry so much. How do I pass my exams when I cant stop worrying?

I feel like I am playing the game of life and I am loosing terribly.

6 comments:

Lori1955 said...

OK sweetie, breathe in, breathe out, breathe in, breathe out.
Now put nonna in God's hands and trust.

Unknown said...

Yes, this is a time to trust.

Joanne said...

Hang in there. ((HUGS))

nancy said...

listen to lori and flinty. we have been there and they are very wise. hang in there. we are praying for you and nonna.

nancy said...

just to let you know i was checking in with you. hope you got some sleep last night!

~Betsy said...

I agree with the others - trust, Stef. Hang in there honey.