I will continue with my work. I will go to class and sit for hours trying to focus on homework. I don't get to be home. I don't get to be with family or with her. I don't get to know what is going on all the time. I get to do homework. I have to write papers. Fact is though that my heart hurts. I never thought it was possible for a heart to physically hurt. Like if i take an aspirin with it help? My hands feel light. They shake a little when I try to type. I find myself wondering maybe they just haven't gotten to calling me yet. Will I never again get one of her hugs? I write papers. But my heart it is not the same.
thanks for all your love and support. just thank you so much.
Monday, October 15, 2007
my heart, my hands
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3 comments:
Stef, stay in touch with your mom. Ask her to let you know how things are going. At least if you have updates, you may be able to concentrate. Maybe she could even text you so you know what's up.
Hang in there, sweetie.
i agree, hang in there. deep breaths. keep us posted. (((hugs)))
Ditto sweetie. The heart does heal by the way. It just takes time.
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