Dear God, I have wander though my life with out a lot of things. No reason to guide me. No hope to enspire me. Nobody to protect me. Its been just me for a long time. I walk quitly. I try not to mess things up for others. I try to help the people who I love. I try and avoid the people who hurt me. Sometimes I get lost god and sometimes I get scared. Most every day I feel the weight of the entire world on my sholders. I dont mean to carry it all but somehow it just finds its way to me. Like a rotting pitt in my stomach I feel its pain. I feel it in my heart to god. I feel it when I look into the face of a child with burns covering his body. God why did he suffer? Why does the most pure thing in the entire world have to be scared by the people who are suposted to love him? I could feel the pain come back to me. To everyone because we are all conected. God will you give me hope will you give me faith and will you give me reason to keep living my life? If you cant then who can?