I expect so much more from you all

I feel angry at them all right now. I feel like all of this should be handled better. I feel like you all are so much better then it all but you never act it. Maybe because i have not been here every day i dont understand why everthing is the way it is. YOUR NOT DEALING WITH IT, AND I WONT LET YOU IGNORE HER. I AM NOT GOING AWAY. SO DONT TRY AND PUSH ME.

i feel as though i am going though some kind of stage... anger no whats a stronger word for anger... RAGE

i dont like this stage