welcome home stefanie

tears streem down my face as i count the miles backwards towards home. my heart breaks for the left and for the waiting. the music play to my soul. "its been to hard living... but i am afraid to die because i dont know what is beyond the sky" sway right correct left the lines of the road bend in. "Where are we? What the hell is going on?" to think of better days becomes harder and harder. the pain i feel in leaving causes guilty. "where once was light now darkness falls. where once was love, love is no more " i wonder if he will be there when i get home. I wonder if i want him to be there when i get home. to forgive is devine? devinity is reserved for those better. "well your faith was strong but you needed proof" pull-in-get-out-unload stop. nobody notices nobodys there. even the fridge is empty.

i will just sit her and wait i guess. untill somone notices.


"Hello darkness, my old friend,
Ive come to talk with you again,
Because a vision softly creeping,
Left its seeds while I was sleeping,
And the vision that was planted in my brain
Still remains
Within the sound of silence."