its to much

its all to intence. its to much at one time. it always was but now look at me. look at them. look at her. its all to much. i cant look anymore. i want to close my eyes and become blind to it all but my lids wont shut. no matter how much i try i cant do it. i cant be there for you and i cant be there for me. i am stuck in the middle of this sick game. and i just want it to be over.