But its hard. I want to help people i love. I want to make them better, if only feel better. But I cant. My friend and I just sat in silence today. She spend 24 hrs in urgent care over the weekend for alcohol poisoning. It scared me to see how different she is. Its not like i dident know that alcohol can do that to someone, i have seen it before. But someone so young with so much life left. Its upsetting. I fear for her emotional state, for her family and for her new life she must now find. People talk about her behind her backs but i wont be one of them. I am here for her because thats what i do when i can.
I miss Nonna, her unconditional love for me and her way to make everything seem easy. I miss my mom and her sanity and her way of making me feel like everything is ok. I miss my friends and there way of making me laugh things off. I am alone in the world for now because nobody is here for me, i have to be here for others. Maybe in the future they will be here for me. Friends and family, let me hold your pain for a moment. Let me inside your troubles, and let me help you past them. Because your troubles are mine, no matter what.
Tuesday, May 8, 2007
"you cant carry the worlds problems kiddo" -GD
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Hi Stef. I am new to this blogging, and I guess I 'can' post a comment, since I have a Gmail account?
I sent you an E-Mail today. I know you are real torn-up right now. Please know that this too shall pass! Also, I am now worried about your health???
Dizziness, should not be ignored. I can't imagine a Doctor would order a Cat-Scan at your age, but I certainly would make an appointment, and at least go in, and tell them "ALL" of your symptoms? Don't just 'chalk' them up to stress, O.K? Even though they could be!
Hang-In! "SKYGIRL" :)
your probably right nancy, thanks for caring. I will try and go when i get back home for the summer. I dont like the health center at my school.
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