Thursday, September 27, 2007

home I think

I got home at 5 today. Basically ran here. Its different here again. It always is, every time I get here its different from the last time I was here. Its hard to explane because its only been two weeks but it seems different. I gave my mom her present. I feel like she is not excited about getting a massage. I hope she likes it I really do. We went out to dinner. My mom, me, dad, and brother. We played the "new topic" game a lot. My dad would say something and my brother would get annoyed so my mom would yell "NEW TOPIC". Thats the way most of my family life is actually. Avoiding everything is the only way to survive.

At least I get to see Nonna tomorrow. I wonder if she will know me. I guess it does not really matter. I still love her. Its funny how I feel like I would rather be at the nursing home then at my home.

3 comments:

¸.•*´)ღ¸.•*´Chris said...

Bet your mom will love that massage once she gets on the table and feels the sweet release of all the tension. You and my daughter would get along well, she is hard on herself too.

Nonna will feel the love you bring to her tomarrow. That is a feeling that never leaves a person. She can sense you care for her. Hugs to you sweetie....thinking about you.

~Betsy said...

Hang in there, Stef. Sometimes family life can be tough. Just stay who you are because as Mr. Rodgers would say, "I like you just the way you are." :)

Joanne said...

Keep your chin up! Nonna will feel how much you love her. I'm sure she loves you, too, Stef. ((HUGS))