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Its so easy to loose hope. To loose site of everything. I feel lost almost every day. I forget and I get annoyed and I get angry. I get angry with myself. I get angry with the people around me. I just want so much for things to be better its hard not to get upset when everything seems to stay the same. I wish there was something I could do to make my life better. People tell me it will pass. People tell me years from now I will look back and laugh. Thats not now though. Right now I am stuck in this long line of cars just waiting for someone to tell me which way to go. I am afraid. Afraid that I wont make the right choice. Afraid that I am making the wrong one right now. All this stuff shuts me down and gets the best of me because I let it. Its not what I want.
I guess what I am saying is I am going to keep going. I choose MOVE. What do you choose?
Saturday, September 29, 2007
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I choose VOICE. I use my blog to help people who are caregivers realize that laughter REALLY does help.
It helps Dad and it helps me be a better caregiver.
You are awesome, Stef, and I really admire you!
Love,
Kathy
www.KnowItAlz.com
Love the shirt Stef.
You worry way too much sweetie. I made a whole lot of bad choices in my younger days and I came out OK. Just do your best and screw the rest. :)
I KNOW I WORRY TO MUCH! lol
I finally get to see what you look like! I kinda imagined you to look like you do though. You are such a pretty girl! Love the pic of Heidi too. She is indeed a cutie!
Please take care and don't worry so. Many hugs to you!
I am going to choose BE.
And oh, btw, I am going to be greedy and choose a few things if I may.
LOVE
HOPE
HEALING
I choose future - even if it isn't one of the choices. LOL
I am always looking to the future for better things to come. And you know what? It actually did happen. For years, my husband and I were both stuck in dead-end jobs with huge responsibilities. We never thought we would get out of that hell. But we never gave up hope and now we are doing so much better.
Maybe I should choose hope then too?
Hang in there Stef. Never loose hope.
love your t-shirt! i have one that says voice. i always said i was russ' voice when he no longer could speak for himself.
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