I am so confused. I am so lost. I am so empty. I wish I could know things. I wish I could tell the future. I wish I could help people I love. I hope I can make people understand. I hope I can make a difference. I hope I am better then before.
I don't know what else to say. It just seems pointless to update about day to day business. It never changes. That new day which is supposed to come never does. A small moment of joy is always fallowed by a deep dark sadness. And the end? Where is the end? Others find the end. Other do. Not me. Not her. I am attached to a rope that has no end. Just keep moving. Just keep going.
Thursday, September 20, 2007
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4 comments:
oh sweetie, you are such a wonderful spirit. So caring and loving. You are a beautiful granddaughter to Nonna and a dear friend to many.
I know how helpless you must feel. You want to step in and make it all right again. It's human nature. The beautiful words you write mean so much to those who are grieving...just simple words can comfort so much knowing someone else is wanting to share the sorrow too.
Please try to have a good day today at school. It's Friday! Hope you do something fun for yourself this weekend.
Oh sweetie, I do understand that feeling of being powerless. You will find in life many endings and many beginnings. Your journey with nonna will one day end but through your words and pictures you will keep her memory alive and will be an assest to this world. A new day will come honey, filled with new hope.
Stef, you are a loving young lady. You genuinely feel empathy which is a wonderful trait. Stay exactly like you are and you will always do well in life. Hang in there.
we all go through periods in our life when we feel that way. try to hang on to the good memories at that time.
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