I just had this whole post made up about how badly I hate the fact that I have to go back to college. I even said "no i just wont go."
BUT I deleted it. I read Lori's post and I just didn't feel right anymore. I should be braver, I should be stronger. Nonna if asked right now will say NO stefanie dont go back to college. BUT I KNOW she does not mean it. I KNOW she wants whats best someplace in side of her. I will cry now. BUT not for me. Self-pity is not what I am doing anymore. I am going to cry for those who are near the end. For Helen and her pain, and for Lori who has got the front row seat to one of the worst shows : death and pain.
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
dont go back to college she said
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i feel your pain too, for lori and helen. (((hugs)))
You are just too sweet Stef. If nonna had a healthy mind, she would tell you to go back to school too. You know that. Now don't cry for me. I will be fine and although things are tough for Helen she is heading towards the Kingdom. I think that through us Nonna and Helen will know each other in Heaven.
How about if i cry with you lori? Is that ok?
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