I am still at school of course. I have work tomorrow morning and I have to finish up a few things after work before I can go home. It pretty much bites. I have no Christmas spirit as it is but being here just makes it worse. Studying and doing projects is not something you think of when you think of the few days before Christmas. I miss her more now then ever, not that going home will help but it will be nice to not be so alone. Everyone keeps telling me these dreams are a way of Nonna saying goodbye. Last night I had another one. It makes life harder. I woke up this morning at 7:20 after not getting hardly any sleep and I just kept saying to myself "I don't want to move." It just hurt to much. I want my old Christmas back, with baking cookies and being happy. I want my Nonna back.
Thursday, December 20, 2007
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Stef,
My heart breaks for you. Losing a loved one is never easy especially when it is around a holiday. I wish you enough....
Love ya,
Gale
Just stopping by to check in on you. Hang in there, Stef. ((hugs))
sending (((hugs))) your way as well.
{{{{Hugs}}}} sweetie. I hope you can somehow find some joy in this season.
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