I think about everything. About my past. About my future. About others past and future. I even think about thinking. Thats what I am doing now right? When I hit a topic that bugs me I normally stop dead. It will fallow me around like a very annoying monkey clawing into my back. I will think and think and think for hours about the one topic that I can not resolve in my own head. I go off topic, but I always seem to come back to the thoughts that taught me with answers but never reveal them. Its like a puzzle or math problem that has no answer but always seems like it does. It could be something in my past. It could be something I am worried about in my future. Sometimes its to private to even admit thats what I am thinking about. So i just keep it hidden inside my brain and let it stomp around up there distracting me from simple tasks. Life becomes so difficult to continue on with when you have so many unresolved questions. What if I tried harder... I don't think it works like that. So this is me singing off, and going to try to stop thinking. Got any advice?
Friday, December 7, 2007
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I understand what you are saying. I do the same thing. I think and think and think sometimes that I get a headache. I have learned that sometimes that it does no good to think about some things. Try not to be so hard on yourself.
same here. I think my head in circles. Writing seems to help a bit, but sometimes the words don't flow past the feelings that are weak, but annoying.
Hang in Stef, and do keep thinking.
Well I have found that if I over think something in my life, it is usually something that I need to release and turn over to God. I can't, He can.
Now don't think about that too hard. :)
hang in there. i find myself doing the same thing many times.....
I don't have any advice, Stef. I think too much too! All I can say is hang in there. ((HUGS)) to you.
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