Reflect and look forward

As the year comes to a close I am faced with many thoughts. I have to look backwards and think about how this year went. What did I do that was good, what should I have done differently. Was I truthful to myself? Did I tell people who I loved that I loved them enough? Was I a good person overall? Its not so important what I think. Just that I learn for the future. So after I reflect I have to think about the next year. I need to decide some things. My direction for not just the next year but for the rest of my life. What will I do this summer for a job and what will I want to do when I graduate which is really not so far away from now. Its scary. Under no account am I not scared about my future. It scares the pants off of me just to try and think about NOT being a student anymore. Its all I have ever done. Anyways so this is me introducing my next few posts. So go ahead if you wish and read if you wish as I reflect and look forward.