god what a mess this is. i just got to my house after being at my aunts since i got into town. everything is a mess, and i don't mean just physically. apparently i look like crap, or at least people keep telling me. i guess i am most upset right now at how very unimportant i am. in the span of 87 years of this womans life i don't even form a dot.
me and my god son
About Me
- StefanieRose
- "If you really love me, then lets make a vow, right here together, right now. I am going to be free, I am going to be brave, I am going to live each day as if it were my last, fantastically, courageously, with grace."
My Nonna
Two Angela's
That beautiful smile
Her and I
her stuff
her hands
4 comments:
I recently joined the AD forum, and have been reading your posts. I am losing my beloved grandmother to this damned disease, and I understand your feelings of loneliness, despair, and anger. My family is dysfunctional at best, and the only one I have is my grandmothers. I am keeping you in my prayers.
I know you feel like you're in a fog right now, Stef. I know things feel surreal. You are certainly more than a dot in Nonna's life. Hang in there. (((hugs)))
Stef,
You are very important. You have so much on your mind at this time. Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers at this time.
Stef,
You were more than a dot in that sweet lady's life, you were the smile on her face, the gentleness in her voice and the twinkle in her eye. Rise above this foolishness going on and try to consentrate on your grieving process. Focus on it, own it and know it will be the first step in healing as time goes on. Keep on keepin on.
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