Friday, November 16, 2007

tomorrow

Taking my exam in the morning and going straight home. I hardly studied. I am only doing this because its what my mom wants. Tomorrow I will be able to forget about school for good.

Wake on Sunday, Funeral on Monday. 4 out of town cousins coming in tomorrow night. Somehow none of it seems worth it. I wont be able to breath till Tuesday. Even then family will lurk for a week. I want to be with them, but part of me knows I need to do this alone.

Its hard for me to put into words my thanks to all of you. I guess I just did not know how connected we all are, that you all really do care. Just thank you.

8 comments:

Lori1955 said...

yes sweetie, we really do care. You will be in my heart this coming week. I know it will be a difficult one for you.

dave said...

indeed, we do care (and a lot more people you won't hear from). You are a good person, stef.

~Betsy said...

Of course we care, Stef. You are a huge part of our little blog family. Stay close to your computer - we're here when you need us. Stay strong, friend. My thoughts and prayers are with you as you go through the next several days. (((gentle hugs)))

nancy said...

ditto the above. i'll be thinking of you during these next few trying and difficult days. hold that head up high!

Anonymous said...

Stef, just wanted to let you know that you remain in my prayers. May God hold you close in His arms and let you know that you ARE loved!

rainbowheart said...

Stef,
I am sitting here tring not to cry. I can understand the need to be alone. Away from family members. You are in my thoughts and prayers at this time. I hope to talk with you soon. Please take care of yourself. I love you!!!!!!!

¸.•*´)ღ¸.•*´Chris said...

We are there with you in spirit...and in your heart. You won't be far from our thoughts. Hang in there.

Joanne said...

Yes, we do care, Stef. I wish I could be there to hug you right now. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.