Why is it so hard to breath. I never have had a broken heart like this before. I feel like everything is different but yet nothing seems to have changed. Its like being trapped in an alternate universe that looks just like the old one but with out her. It hurts so bad that I can't control my tears.
me and my god son
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6 comments:
I know little one...I know it hurts and like there is a huge hole in the universe that will never close as well as the one in your heart. Let it out...tears can be very cleansing. Hugs to you and I am sorry you are so sad. I wish there was something I could do to make it better.
Stef,
I'm in tears as I read your blog. Nonna is with you in spirit and will always be with you. I wish there was something that I could do to make this hurt go away. I agree with Chris..tears are very cleansing. I love you little buddy....
Don't try to control those tears Stef, let them flow. This was a long death and will be a long healing process. We just all need to cling to each other now and know that somehow we will make it through. Close your eyes now and feel my arms around you.
i agree, let those tears come. you are going through a "surreal" phase right now where nothing seems normal. just go with it, and let each day come as it may. it will eventually get easier. ((((hugs)))) to you.
I think the worst thing you can do is to try to ignore the hurt. Crying is better than holding onto the pain which just delays and intensifies everything. Things do improve by and by.
Good wishes for you.
You have a great way of describing the grief, Stef. It is exactly like being trapped in an alternate universe. I understand. Allow yourself this time to grieve, friend.
(((gentle hugs)))
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